The happy mien of mine does not mean I am a cheerful person all time. Last time I used to vent fury upon someone in an appropriate manner. Stomping the feet, jerit-jerit siap,ntah apa-apa la kan. To some extent, I would be looking foward to confront the person who messed with me. Yes, I absolutely failed in the anger management class =)
Semakin saya matang, saya sedar itu semua hanya akan memberikan benefit kepada pihak lawan untuk lebih bertindak kejam. Hence,I will try to my very best to hide the blow up and shine the calmness on my face. Ini barulah cara yang terbaik namanya. Paling kurang pun, bertindak secara sarkastik agar ia dapat memberikan impak kepada si terasa. Kalau tak terasa juga, tak tahulah nak cakap apa. Last night, I sat at the corner of my bunk, leaning against the wall, sprawling the feet and put the oldskool toshitoshi on my lap (da nama pun laptop, kenala letak atas riba kan...). Then, pasang lagu VE, sepi sekuntum bunga versi akustik! owh, dan selepas itu saya pun melayang tak sedar diri.Suddenly, I got the feeling of writing a poem.Terussssssssss.....I guess I was not in the state of angry. May be I am getting agitated and annoyed when someone always stir me up through the actions,writing,
brani mati statement and whatsoever (erk..okay, mari assume that
annoy and
agitate are the second degree of angry). Can
he/she stop creating the back-fence talk? or may be stop the intention of making others initiate the gossip? Thank god, I got to know behind-the-scene story. Thanks friend! Poem saya tak ada tajuk la pulak.Tak sempat nak letak and actually tak tahu nak letak tajuk apa yang sesuai...so,any idea?

I am not a wimp
and not letting you to win
Hey little witch!
I won’t wince, I won’t flinch
the calamities and brawls you’ve crafted
that never petrified me an inch
continue to slit the rip if you want it
or get rid of your greed
sneer at me
I might not have the look
but that doesn’t make you look good
trifling minx won’t never feel satisfied for what she has..
because he is a devotee of you no more
and I am never once
notakaki: I deemed everybody would be spoilt for choice when they actually got 'something'.